HELLO SUMMER, NICE TO MEET YOU.

23 hours more to the end of my exams!!!!! ZOMG have not been studying the hardest for this paper so i ought to slap myself! But still happy days await me ~~~~~

surfing food blogs, or maybe just ladyironchef and writing down where I need to go when i’m back in sg and also australia!

And obviously diligently noting down the places to eat when my sis+cousins+carmen come down to london.

going to gain all the weight that I’ve lost soon :( that’s not very comforting, will eat in moderation, yes. FAT =/= HAPPY. 

sounding deranged as usual, and intellectually-challenged.

feeling really sad suddenly :( My mood really fluctuates like a pendulum, one minute i am dancing around in my room and the next moment I just wanna hide under my covers and cry.

LIFE > GRADES. it is disgusting that I feel like i am in a constant competition with just two people, sucks when there are only 2 singaporeans in your course and you’re the last. It just makes me feel really stupid, although I was never the smartest back in school and it totally didn’t bother me. SO HARD TO DEAL WITH INADEQUACY, like how do you deal with knowing that you’re not really very smart?

Most of the time i’m just not really bothered, but then thinking about the repercussions of not going back with a first just makes me rather worried.

ARGH OKAY……….. instead of feeling stupid, i should do something like go study for my last exam that I have totally been neglecting.

finally satisfied my craving for salmon sashimi today, and had a cup of pinkberry too with clr.

I need to snap out of this holiday mode because I still have one more paper to go :( :( Tried to do work since 5pm but i did almost nothing grr.

dog days are (almost) over

WHOOPEE, JUST GOT MY FIRST TASTE OF WHAT FREEDOM WILL TASTE LIKE IN 6 DAYS’ TIME. 

at 5pm today, i was just thinking of how my torture was gonna end really soon and had to slap myself to focus on writing my essay, hoho. 

Yay, had kimchi stew + bbq pork belly today from PO CHA and seasalt caramel and matcha icecream from polka gelato after the paper. First meal in ages that’s not instant macaroni/ instant udon / instant mee/ microwave pasta. Gonna curl up with my company mag now in bed instead of looking at pages and pages of notes.

SUMMER I CAN’T WAIT FOR YOU TO ARRIVE <3.

i wish i could just not care about exams. It&#8217;s the day before exams and i seriously swear almost nothing&#8217;s in my head because my mind was totally not into it when I was studying ytd. Wandered around the room combing my hair and questioning why it was so ugly, looking at images on what colour i should dipdye it, contemplating whether to go cut it soon. 
omg,1 more week till this shit exam period ends. It&#8217;s just screwing with everything, my body, my emotions and most of the time I&#8217;m just so angry and annoyed&#8230;. with myself and many disgusting people on facebook. 
argh, okay time to be focused and study. POSITIVITY POSITIVITY*****
Korean dinner for me tomorrow + shopping on sat + pinkberry &amp; macarons at selfridges! come onnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish i could just not care about exams. It’s the day before exams and i seriously swear almost nothing’s in my head because my mind was totally not into it when I was studying ytd. Wandered around the room combing my hair and questioning why it was so ugly, looking at images on what colour i should dipdye it, contemplating whether to go cut it soon.

omg,1 more week till this shit exam period ends. It’s just screwing with everything, my body, my emotions and most of the time I’m just so angry and annoyed…. with myself and many disgusting people on facebook. 

argh, okay time to be focused and study. POSITIVITY POSITIVITY*****

Korean dinner for me tomorrow + shopping on sat + pinkberry & macarons at selfridges! come onnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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really cannot wait to go home and be back in the company of my old friends, who are normal, share similar interests and don’t set off ‘WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU’ alarms in my head constantly when we have conversations.

There are too many weird people here that I can’t tolerate, but whom i still have to be nice to. IT IS KILLING ME…….

#bitchtalk

Why am I falling sick now?? First time this acad year and it must be on the week with two papers. First the sore throat, and now the runny nose and general lethargy. have been drinking so much water and eating my lozenges :( get well now, body! :’(

A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes.

I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it’s left me blind.

FANTASTIC FLORENCE.

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世上只有妈妈好,有妈的孩子不知道。要是他知道—梦里也会笑

happy mother’s day mommy, miss you very much :’(