ALL TOO FAMILIAR FEELINGS OF ESSAY DOOM/DEPRESSION/RUT/ANNOYANCE/ANGER. sigh sometimes i wonder why i made myself go through yet another year of sch and another year of useless essay writing.
gah, need some positivity and lots of motivation to continue.
2 years or even longer to build a friendship, and probably 4 years of little contact to dilute it? #inevitable #sadbuttrue
new course and new coursemates today! PLEASE BE FRIENDLY AND NICE CHERYL. i’m already 22 and why does making new friends not get any easier. :(
trying so fucking hard but somehow they don’t ever see that I’m doing everything and try to make it easier for me.
and one thing I hate about myself is the fact that I cry so easily when I’m angry.
HAHAHAHA. omg theme song of the year.
yes decided to stay up till 12 to wait for my bday, now i’m gonna crawl back to bed since there is work tomorrow.
But, yes v blessed and thankful for everything and everyone for the past 21 years, so hopefully this will be a even better year.
K NIGHT, life of a walking person is so sad.
Truly believe that people should not take out their unhappiness on their friends. I understand that we do that to parents/our family [which is v bad still obviously] but giving a black face to your friends or not talking to them is just not very polite at all.
it’s the time of the year again, where everything i’ve accumulated over the last 3 years go into cardboard boxes.
Current state of progress : packed my medicine box and stationery box. SMALL STEPS AHAHAH
just realized it’s impt to have friends who have similar cultural references (i.e. watching the same shows, listening to the same type of music). It’s something I value quite a lot I think.